Just feel like typing out some words.
Too many things going on at the outside, too many emotions going on inside, too many issues to settle, too many facts to digest, too many things that i wish to pour out but somehow there is limitation in words and time…and willing ears. Experienced another level of loneliness.
Not too sure if i handled everything well for the past two months. Came back to uni after internship with a huge burden and bigger responsibilities. Many times, feeling inferior and felt that i’m not capable. I know i’m far from being a great leader where one can look up to but i hope that whatever i do is pleasing unto Him. Colossians 3:23 is one of my favourite verses. Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for human masters. Listen to everything, but ultimately listen to Him. Dear God, please grant me the faith of a child. Dispel my doubts and inspire my prayers. Teach me to stop relying on my own strength. Stop wanting to be in control of everything.
On another note…how are you doing?